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ancientsweetie
07 September 2011 @ 10:49 pm
When will I get that happy ending everyone else seems to be having. Why must I always be the girl in love with someone but never be loved back!
 
 
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ancientsweetie
29 August 2011 @ 12:54 pm
Ever felt so surrounded by people but incredibly lonely?Read moreCollapse )
 
 
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ancientsweetie
29 August 2011 @ 12:21 pm
I was bullied pretty badly during the end of juniors and beginning of high school, even to the point I ended up with a cracked rib. One day I'd just decided enough was enough, Mum knew and had convinced me to go to school telling me I needed to end this. Of course as my Mum her first instinct was to go to the head master but I took her advice and I stood up to the two bullies. In a way it made me stronger, but I do blame that for knocking my confidence in such a way I'm still battling it.
 
 
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ancientsweetie
07 July 2011 @ 12:23 pm
I would like to take a moment to invite you all to join my new, Origional Zombie RPG...any and all characters are welcome whether you want to be civilian, military, cop, scientist, it's entirely up to you. Follow the link below, to view the website, and read the main plot. Then you can decide whether your brave enough to venture into a world where the dead now walk the Earth:

http://endoftimes.freeforums.org/

The dead have risen. They're ready to feast on anyone, who has the unfortunate luck of running into them. The Government has long since fallen, and people are discovering the true cost of surviving in a Post-Apocolyptic world. There's little hope left, but it's up to those who have survived to keep going, to keep fighting to keep humanity alive...

Or maybe this truly is the end of times....!

 
 
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ancientsweetie
23 December 2010 @ 07:08 pm
Title: John's Big Question
Disclaimers: I do not own Stargate Atlantis.
Characters: John Sheppard/OFC
Spoilers: None
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: John asks that special someone a very big question.


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ancientsweetie
20 December 2010 @ 10:38 pm
Title: Atlantis Mourns
Disclaimer: Despite my best wishes I do not own these characters, only my own.
Spoilers: None
Summary: Atlantis mourns the loss of one of it's own.
A.N. Written late last night after a prompt from a friend.


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ancientsweetie
28 July 2010 @ 04:06 pm
Yeah so...erm...yeah almost died today!

This week is bad enough with me being on the 6am till 2pm shift, and with work being completely dead but then it went and got a whole lot worse when I was almost run down.

Some idiot, ran the red lights! I waited patiently for the lights to turn red at the crossing, so once all the cars stop me and my mate began to cross. Then out of nowhere this car, not even slowing down, in fact it sped up shot right passed us. We were nearly hit! Honestly it must have missed me by an inch, and with the speed it was going, Zoey and I fell over. It practically nearly dragged us down the road with it!!!

A couple of people got out their cars to check on us but my God I'm sore. I grazed the palms of my hands when I fell on the road. Got a rather nice looking bruise forming around my knee though, rather large one at that.

So yeah, I was warned I wouldn't reach 23...seems maybe fates right lol
 
 
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ancientsweetie
24 July 2010 @ 03:09 pm
Watching Doctor Who!

Love it! Season 2...one of the best I think!

In a way that only Doctor Who can do...it's making me feel better. I mean I still feel crap, and confused about something, but I can concentrate on something else which helps.

Anyway back to Mr David Tennant...he's dishy!!!
 
 
ancientsweetie
24 July 2010 @ 12:49 am
My head hurts so much!

I just feel so damn confused, I mean what the hell am I supposed to think? Once again I'm letting myself believe something, believe in feelings when I really don't know if any of it's real.

I had my heart broken ages back and I'm ashamed to admit it's taken me so long to begin to heal. I guess I was just scared, scared of letting anyone that close to me again, showing them who I really am. The point is, I finally feel ready to move on, even after all the other shit thats happened, and it hurts to realise that maybe I've once again ended up on the losing end.

I know one thing, if this doesn't end the way I hope, well I'm not going to let myself sink into that spiral again. I'm no longer that same girl I was, she's gone, in her place now stands a stronger, more independant and determined girl. I'm hoping I get my happy ending but if I don't this time I know it'll be easier than last time.

I've felt real pain, a pain that never really goes away. It's a pain nothing else, no heartbreak can compare to. So I know whatever gets thrown at me next, or whatever happens in the coming weeks, I'll be able to deal with it.
 
 
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ancientsweetie
05 April 2010 @ 01:51 am
So it's the weekend and what have I done? Nothing. Once again. It's been wasted. Well I guess not truly wasted I treated myself to a True Blood Marathon, bought the boxset on Saturday. Didn't actually realize till last week how awesome this show is. It's smart, sexy, witty, and gets better with every episode.

I mean come on people have you watched it?

I have a huge crush on the vamp called Eric. He's the tall, built, sexy as hell vamp. He's actually inspired a fic. It's still in the early stages, but I'm all hyped up and ready to write.

Have ya's seen Sam as well? I mean come on he is one hot shape shifter!!!
 
 
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